I'm staying up way too late tonight. I'm going to pay tomorrow by being even more tired than I was today. Ever since the accident I'm having a lot of trouble with my head. I'm forgetting a lot, I'm tired, and it is often hurting. Sitting up watching Dance Mom is going to doom me when that alarm goes off, but alas I'm doomed.
My life is so loud and so busy. I feel like everyone always wants something of me but very few people stop and think about what I need. Ironically enough the best in the bunch are my kids. They are always attune to my feelings. They are even getting better at it than my cats. Tonight my head has been going so fast and so hard with all that I have to do and with pain. I was grateful for 3 special spirits who made my load a little lighter.
Never the less I still don't want to go to bed tonight. I'm enjoying Dance Moms and it is good entertainment. It is nice to be in a place where the phone is not ringing, Chris is not whining, and it is peaceful. I know I need to go to bed but I just don't want too because tomorrow when I wake up I have to do the whole thing all over again.