If our week wasn't already turning into a complete disaster, well it got MUCH worse! Honestly I might jump off a bridge but I'm grasping tightly to the one hope that at least I'm not sick or in that bad of pain. Nevertheless I got that kick in the pants that I just didn't need...
HARMON IS SICK!
It isn't like I didn't see this coming. After all his first day of pre-school was Thursday and so he has been exposed to school germs now for a few days. I saw the slight sniffling on Sunday and than it just got worse slightly, and than more intense, finally he was DEAD this morning: moaning, vomiting, and spewing all types of things. So of course that meant canceling everything, doctors, medicines, etc. Than just as suddenly as the hurricane hit by tonight he was smiling, happily playing with his new trains, etc. It was really really joyful to watch :) I hope tonight is a good night (we drugged him up silly) and maybe tomorrow he will be back to his Harmon self.
I think tonight though I finally got the guidance I needed on my long term plans. I was hoping I could do everything at once but I can't. Look at this week! I'm realizing that no matter what I try I will always be tied to the company and that is life. I guess I should feel glad I'm wanted. My niece's injury has refocused my mind on the importance of family. I had some very lofty goals to do all at once and I think they need a little editing but I'm still on that path of reaching my dreams. I just can't do everything ALL RIGHT NOW!
I promise one day I will share everything with everyone once I have all the kinks and details worked out and I'm on my way!!! The important thing is that I'm not giving up, I'm just adjusting :) It is kind of fun. I feel like I was 19 and I had endless possibilities. Everything is possible as long as I balance, keep the important things first, and not give up even though it is hard.
PS: For those following the latest, my niece is still in the hospital :(