Today the babies turned one month old. It was a very bittersweet day for me. In fact I feel very very melancholy because in many ways it is like I lost out on the first month. They still shouldn't be in this world and yet they have been through so much. I'm in awe of how strong they are and how hard they fight. With that said they are doing really really well. I can't believe our doctor gave us a goal date yesterday... October 15 (Callum might be a little behind). It seems unreal that they could be coming home so soon. Fingers are crossed!
Callum was beyond cute and funny today so he had an extra pic
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He is doing good. I wish I had more time to be with him and hang out with him. everyone always says his life will never be the same after you take the twins home but the fact is his life would never be the same after July 7 when I went into the hospital. Since than he went from Gualita to Gma to daycare and back and forth. This weekend we took him to a corn maze and he hung out in the pouch he hung in every day until he learned to walk. It reminded me he was still a baby. I wish I could show him unlimited love and time but in a way that time is gone BUT in it's place he has two wonderful siblings who will hopefully be his best friends. Life is about change and no matter how I wish I could shelter him really all I can do is love him.
He is doing good. I wish I had more time to be with him and hang out with him. everyone always says his life will never be the same after you take the twins home but the fact is his life would never be the same after July 7 when I went into the hospital. Since than he went from Gualita to Gma to daycare and back and forth. This weekend we took him to a corn maze and he hung out in the pouch he hung in every day until he learned to walk. It reminded me he was still a baby. I wish I could show him unlimited love and time but in a way that time is gone BUT in it's place he has two wonderful siblings who will hopefully be his best friends. Life is about change and no matter how I wish I could shelter him really all I can do is love him.
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Fran, the twins look wonderful! I can't wait until you can bring them home and your mind and heart can have some peace (well, as much peace as you can have with 3 little ones)!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe how much they are growing. How exciting! Soon, they'll be home! Hooray.
ReplyDeleteWell said! Your children are beautiful!
ReplyDeleteNo,I can't believe they are already 1 month because I haven't even seen them yet, but I love the pictures you have posted. All of you look so fabulous in spite of all that you have been/are going through. When I get back to El Paso I hope to meet your little cupcakes! Much love to all....
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