I find it interesting. Since being in the accident I've been told a lot about "how" I should be should be feeling and "what" I should be doing. The opinions vary greatly. It seems like one person is disappointed in me for not doing more while others are disappointed for doing so much.
At the end of the day though I have 3 big fans: Rachel, Callum, and of course Harmon. They get it, Momma needs love b/c she has an ouchy. This week was some crummy news, I will be in the cast longer and my head injury isn't healing as we thought it would. I got a little down in the dumps for the first time in a while after all this. But my babies just keep cheering me on. I love being with them and I love them. All three are special and delightful!
This week I have felt kicked down, but I know things are not that bad. It is easy when the crap piles up on you to feel bad. It is the trick of pulling yourself up. Miriam is a great influence of hope for me and I'm surrounded by great people. I know this will pass. I just wish it would pass already!
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There is no one way to be a perfect mother. But there are millions of ways to be a good one.
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