I think I could have been fine if we had skipped this week.
If there is one sure thing about life, that is that there is always change. If there is one sure thing about my life, there is always CONSTANT OVERWHELMING change.
This past Wednesday I went to the doctors and they he was very honest. My hip is irreparably damaged and needs to be replaced. I can either do it now or wait until finally I can't handle the pain any more. I look at my 3 kids and I know I owe it to them to get this done soon. I already miss out on so much with Harmon b/c I can't keep up with him. I can't imagine not being able to be there for the twins too. I am sick of being the one to sit at home while everyone takes a fun nature walk. So I'm working up the courage to do this. It looks like we will either do it at Christmas week or perhaps a little later. But it is coming.
In other news it looks as if we are selling our house. I can't explain why but both Chris and I had an overwhelming feeling that this is something we should do. It was weird b/c he called me earlier this morning asking me if we should. I brushed it off but than later some people came by and said they were building on the lot next to us (which will obstruct our view of the mountains) and I just had that feeling that this is something we need to do. So it looks like we might be selling our home (I still think we haven't decided). I'm excited in a way but sentimental about leaving.
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Friday, December 4, 2009
Overwhelming Changes...
I think I could have been fine if we had skipped this week.
If there is one sure thing about life, that is that there is always change. If there is one sure thing about my life, there is always CONSTANT OVERWHELMING change.
This past Wednesday I went to the doctors and they he was very honest. My hip is irreparably damaged and needs to be replaced. I can either do it now or wait until finally I can't handle the pain any more. I look at my 3 kids and I know I owe it to them to get this done soon. I already miss out on so much with Harmon b/c I can't keep up with him. I can't imagine not being able to be there for the twins too. I am sick of being the one to sit at home while everyone takes a fun nature walk. So I'm working up the courage to do this. It looks like we will either do it at Christmas week or perhaps a little later. But it is coming.
In other news it looks as if we are selling our house. I can't explain why but both Chris and I had an overwhelming feeling that this is something we should do. It was weird b/c he called me earlier this morning asking me if we should. I brushed it off but than later some people came by and said they were building on the lot next to us (which will obstruct our view of the mountains) and I just had that feeling that this is something we need to do. So it looks like we might be selling our home (I still think we haven't decided). I'm excited in a way but sentimental about leaving.
If there is one sure thing about life, that is that there is always change. If there is one sure thing about my life, there is always CONSTANT OVERWHELMING change.
This past Wednesday I went to the doctors and they he was very honest. My hip is irreparably damaged and needs to be replaced. I can either do it now or wait until finally I can't handle the pain any more. I look at my 3 kids and I know I owe it to them to get this done soon. I already miss out on so much with Harmon b/c I can't keep up with him. I can't imagine not being able to be there for the twins too. I am sick of being the one to sit at home while everyone takes a fun nature walk. So I'm working up the courage to do this. It looks like we will either do it at Christmas week or perhaps a little later. But it is coming.
In other news it looks as if we are selling our house. I can't explain why but both Chris and I had an overwhelming feeling that this is something we should do. It was weird b/c he called me earlier this morning asking me if we should. I brushed it off but than later some people came by and said they were building on the lot next to us (which will obstruct our view of the mountains) and I just had that feeling that this is something we need to do. So it looks like we might be selling our home (I still think we haven't decided). I'm excited in a way but sentimental about leaving.
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Wow, Francisca...you are so right that your life is continual overwhelming change. I thought spending 2 months in the hospital and then another almost 2 months with twins in neo-natal would be enough for at least a few more months - and maybe a move?!?!? Please know that I will do whatever I can to help you.
ReplyDeleteIt will come to an end. . .please let us know if we can do anything. I can't believe you are thinking of moving, where would you go? Keep us posted. Love you lots.
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Wow, Fran, moving too? Is this the house you built?
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I would cheerfully replace both hips and a major organ to be named later rather than move. I hate moving more than anything in the world.
Good luck, sweetie.
And this bit of news means you are heading to the Great White North... or it's counterpart UT, right? You are coming up here to be near your friends of so long ago, right? And that way I can help you with your little ones, right? Or am I just having a whole lot of wishful thinking?
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Crazy girl, you just like a complicated life, don't you? :) Good luck with it all, no matter what you decide. And even if you don't move up to Zion ( :) ) I will still love you!
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Wow, Francisca...you are so right that your life is continual overwhelming change. I thought spending 2 months in the hospital and then another almost 2 months with twins in neo-natal would be enough for at least a few more months - and maybe a move?!?!? Please know that I will do whatever I can to help you.
ReplyDeleteIt will come to an end. . .please let us know if we can do anything. I can't believe you are thinking of moving, where would you go? Keep us posted. Love you lots.
ReplyDeleteWow, Fran, moving too? Is this the house you built?
ReplyDeleteI would cheerfully replace both hips and a major organ to be named later rather than move. I hate moving more than anything in the world.
Good luck, sweetie.
And this bit of news means you are heading to the Great White North... or it's counterpart UT, right? You are coming up here to be near your friends of so long ago, right? And that way I can help you with your little ones, right? Or am I just having a whole lot of wishful thinking?
ReplyDeleteCrazy girl, you just like a complicated life, don't you? :) Good luck with it all, no matter what you decide. And even if you don't move up to Zion ( :) ) I will still love you!