There is a saying that Women can't do it all. I don't know the answer to that. I'm still figuring it all out but I sure am trying to prove whomever started that rumor wrong! Oh it is so hard. I'm so tired I practically fall asleep anytime I sit down. I drank 3 sodas today. I never drink 3 in a day. I'm trying to finish one goal: a new degree in English (my original studies were in theater) and I've been doing classes here and there but this semester is a full time thing but of course Chris keeps me busy with the company stuff. Rachel just got approved for DDPre (developmentally delayed pre-school) and Physical Therapy. Cally needs speech and will be starting at the University program Harm is still in. It is like I'm living in a blender. So I feel guilty when I go to school. I know I shouldn't. I have done nothing but take care of everyone else. It makes me wonder what I should do as the next step. I have always had a lot of dreams and I think now is time. I keep putting them off. But how do I get over the mom guilt???
Mom guilt is tough (hug)I just know that I am a better momin the time I am with them because I take the time away from them KWIM? I think it is about quality, not quantity.
There is a saying that Women can't do it all. I don't know the answer to that. I'm still figuring it all out but I sure am trying to prove whomever started that rumor wrong! Oh it is so hard. I'm so tired I practically fall asleep anytime I sit down. I drank 3 sodas today. I never drink 3 in a day. I'm trying to finish one goal: a new degree in English (my original studies were in theater) and I've been doing classes here and there but this semester is a full time thing but of course Chris keeps me busy with the company stuff. Rachel just got approved for DDPre (developmentally delayed pre-school) and Physical Therapy. Cally needs speech and will be starting at the University program Harm is still in. It is like I'm living in a blender. So I feel guilty when I go to school. I know I shouldn't. I have done nothing but take care of everyone else. It makes me wonder what I should do as the next step. I have always had a lot of dreams and I think now is time. I keep putting them off. But how do I get over the mom guilt???
Mom guilt is tough (hug)I just know that I am a better momin the time I am with them because I take the time away from them KWIM? I think it is about quality, not quantity.
This is the story of two strong willed parents, 3 fabulous kids; mixed in with some Longhorn loving, a family business, two cats, a dog, and now a gaggle of ducks. All 3 kids were born in 21 months and since than we have had quite a few more challenges; but nothing we can't handle.
Why Cupcakes?
Our last name rhymes with Cakes and so when I got pregnant I nicknamed Harmon "Baby Cakes". Than when we got pregnant again 13 mos later, and we found out we were having twins so we called them "the Cupcakes".
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Mom guilt is tough (hug)I just know that I am a better momin the time I am with them because I take the time away from them KWIM? I think it is about quality, not quantity.
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